You

I thought that if I were a better person, then maybe things would go better for me.

I thought that if I were a better person, then maybe I’d be happy.

I don’t know what I want anymore.

I saw that I had a test today.

What’s the point?

I saw you across the sea,

and wondered why someone was looking so sad.

I am not brave, but I felt a lump in my throat.

How to explain a broken heart? To even explain it at all?

But words...I am empty and full.

I did not know you, but I felt like I did.

I wanted to tell you, "I want you to be happy."

But all I could do was feel.

I cannot think,

though I do.

I won't close my eyes if I'm awake—because sleep is not a problem anymore.

The rest of the world is shapeless though—I hoped you would fill it in some way.

Written by Claudia Wysocky
Writer

Claudia Wysocky, a Polish writer and poet based in New York, is known for her diverse literary creations, including fiction and poetry. Her poems, such as "Stargazing Love" and "Heaven and Hell," reflect her ability to capture the beauty of life through rich descriptions. Besides poetry, she authored "All Up in Smoke," published by "Anxiety Press." With over five years of writing experience, Claudia's work has been featured in local newspapers, magazines, and even literary journals like WordCityLit and Lothlorien Poetry Journal. Her writing is powered by her belief in art's potential to inspire positive change. Claudia also shares her personal journey and love for writing on her own blog, and she expresses her literary talent as an immigrant raised in post-communism Poland.