Boyfriend
The word feels strange on my tongue. Like I might just taste it and spit it out because it tasted wrong.
I might as well bite my tongue and taste blood than say that word out loud, because the word girlfriend has never been reserved for someone like me.
Merriam-Webster says that the definition of a girlfriend is: a frequent or regular female companion in a romantic or sexual relationship. And I already know I could never qualify.
What does that make me then? Yes, I am a girl, yes, I can be a friend, but when put together?
That just sounds like a made up word.